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Koreans kill me.. xD

Korean Group, Wonder Girls dressed up as Teletubbies and acting like kids!! xD

Well let's see it this way.. pretty much ANY celebrity dressed up as the teletubbies will make someones day :>

So.. back to life. Ah.. so, I got back from Mertle Beach, South Carolina like 2 weeks ago?? Mad now though fort two reasons. One, I totally forgot about getting tickets to see Chris Rock when I came back.. and that was like a major MAJOR thing for me this summer.. DAMN I wanted bragging rights and also the experience.. totally missed it. T-T Two, I got sun burnt, and my skin is all peeling and speckled and my mom keeps calling me snake and hissing at me -_______-; Dude.. it's funny.. but really. Evil women.

I SHOULD be doing community service, but for some reason can't get in touch with my "boss".. which sucks. And me and the boyfriend aren't doing too hot.. but that's old news. Still love 'em though.. shouldn't worry about petty fights and issues anymore. Not gonna let it phase me as much, hm? Senior year doesn't welcome it! Speaking of which.. I AM Terrified. :o I mean, it's like any other school year (NOT) but.. it's the last school year. I came too fast! And I don't really have a college I desire.. rethinking Valdosta.. don't know about it anymore.. gotta see.. 

Well.. summer breaks gonna end soon.. health not being kind to me.. my face is like.. ECK. So I already feel a wreck.. but idk.. I guess I'll manage. : / 

But I guess I kinda have my friends birthday to look forward too!!! :D In one week! :3 We're going on the bridge to light sparklers after a fun day at the park and food galore!!!! ^^ I'll try not to cam-whore as much..

Lol.. omg.. a lot to blog about. Wel first, even though there is a hurricane around, it'll only be thunderstorming. News for me because i'm taking a 6 hours trip to Mertle Beach, South Carolina this Friday :3 It better pay off.. all this hard ship I am forcing myself to go through ;_; *sniff*

So! Last post, I talked about asian movies.. well I did get to see Suicide Club, was weird and just very confusing, but for some reason still rocked, Battle Royal, rocked, Taiyo No Uta with YUI, made me cry :o, and a Korean movie, 200 Pounds Beauty, was a great music fest and cute movie that made me tear up at the end a bit xS 

Oh, and lately I saw Hancock and Wanted..... and Incredible Hulk, and Love Guru, and Don't Mess with the Zohan... but the first mentioned were the best.. with the addition of love guru :3

But enough rambling about movies.. lately i've been drawing! Yes.. it's like seeing a saint killed someone.. something you thought would never happen but possible. heheh. Um..i'm gonna take advantage of my friends $40, almost as cool as copic, markers this weekend.. while I can.. since she lives so far from me T-T And hopefully it'll be good enough to post on DA ^.^;

I really should stop posting videos on this blog.. ppl with think it's a media blog.. but I absolutely HAVE to show this off somewhere.. x3



 I have no earthly idea what is being said here, I do have some idea, but then again, who cares? It's AYU at 16 cooking eggs.. why does language have to do with that? :D

I finally got to work with my community service and I already went through my first day voluneering at the Herndan Home Museum. :] I went right after the 4th.. Saturday.

And um, even though I was so hungry I could of ate a ketchup packet.. I still ahd a great time! Lol.. we ended up going to papa johns on break. Num num num num num.. pizza. *.* And my camera was retarded, so I didn't get to sneak all the shots I could. It's hard working with a retarded camera when you're not suppose to have one at all.. lol. But I got some okay shots.. ^^

So yea, like today and since summer started, all my plans with my new semi-boyfriend have been canceled by my over protective and worrysome mother. Just the ones that invloved me coming over his house.. but all the other ones are kinda her fault too. -.-;

But anyway.. I've been frequenting Utada's new album recently and I am like so addicted to Beautiful World, Stay Gold, and Prisoner Of Love :D



Um, what else?? Oh! The K-pop world! As you all know, I've been following The Wonder Girls, but now, I've also ran into this new singer named May Doni Kim, or just May Doni. I like her new song "Attraction", it's very catchy and she can sing! She can also dance very well.. here's a video showing her dance practice, and her recent single I really like.. :]



Fast forward like 10 seconds..



And whenever I can, I'm going to watch these movies my friend told me to watch, Battle Royal and Battle Royal 2.. then maybe also I can finally watch the follow up of Suicide Club, Noriko's Dinner Table. :]

YOSH!!! June is here.. not much to blog actually.. um, from my last post I guess some of you could guess i'm currently involved with a guy and it's a bit stressful.. but just a bit.. nothing that is too serious anymore. :)
And um.. I actually contacted a place for community service.. and If I follow my word correctly, I shall begin working there this week o.o Don't really know if I'd follow my own words though.. suppose I should. x] Oh, and my parents said I should see if I could work there too.. that would be good I guess.. good deeds, school out of the way, and cash flow. Hm. :]

And uh.. have a lot of things planned this summer. Just going out with friends and a HORRIBLE TERRIBLE dentist appointment.. D: Gotta have ALL FOUR of my wisdom teeth pulled... T_________T *sweats* I can feel the pain now.. I guess I should take advantage of my time now because soon, pain will be waiting for me.

Um.. me and my friends have been writing a lot of songs lately. :o
I haven't written any songs in a long while.. and anyway, this is a big change for me because I'm use to writing songs with other friends or all by myself. And this is kind of a lot more serious than just having fun. After we get a few songs together, we're actually going to a recording studio to put some tracks down on a demo CD. :3 I'm kind of excited. Oh, who am I kidding? I'm estatic!! Lol. Two issues though, the two i'm with are very complicated.. we all have way different styles.. I don't know how it'll all turn out, but I think it won't last. The guy of our group is getting kind of frustrated already. Everyone seems to keep agreeing on my ideas.. and he's taking it personal. :/ It's honestly annoying me because it's stupid. He knows we're all friends, but he thinks some of us don't like him just because we don't like his ideas. Yea right, he just doesn't want to admit he's wrong. But whatever.. i'm not going to let it bother me. After all it's him being all bitchy and losing his cool. Then the girl, it's so hard for her to comprehend things. *sigh* I just want to get this over with.

That's all for life. Now lets dabble in my interests.. Asian music to be exact, HAHAHA.. x3

 

picture taken from Wonderland fan blog: http://wondergirls.wordpress.com/

Here we have, the newest Korean Princesses, The Wonder Girls, and they're out with a new hit! :D I'm very excited as to what they will come out with next! ^^ I'm really starting to like them. They'll be my next hot link group, much like me with Morning Musume, hehe.

Here's their new video! They've matured a lot since Tell Me, huh?
Online Videos by Veoh.com And the song playing below is also by them.. I love this right now, :3

 "Never Make Anyone Your Priority, When To Them You Are Just An Option."

I've seen this quote a lot before.. and before, I thought I could relate to it. Liking a boy and knowing he isn't into you or you know you're just another thing to turn to. But this can be seen in many ways.. only today did I realize how deep the meaning of this could be. Only today did this quote become so confusing. 

Right after going to blog about my current situation, I ran into this quote, and that's when it all fell together. I asked.. "How? How can you stop yourself once you know? When do you stop if you're not sure? How do you stop? What if you don't know if you are a priority or an option? How do you find out? What if you thought you were a priority, and it turns out you're not? What then? Wouldn't it be too late to simply stop making that person a priority? 

My friend told me today you should only see or talk to more than one guy if you're an option, or you think you are. But, what if you don't know? Then by talking to another guy.. wouldn't that mess things up? And if you were to just talk about it.. how would you know if you were being told the truth? I mean.. especially when you're with someone you're not technically dating. Then it's okay to see other people? So what if you're giving 100% to him, when he's only giving 75%? How would you know?

All I know is it's enough to make me just forget about it. I never thought being in a relationship could be nearly as painful as being lonely.

~Be positive, or no action at all~

A young woman is basically suffering through life without happiness. She goes about work seriously and doing what she needs to, but sees it's tapping into the time she usually has for her own enjoyment.

A young lady, not feeling so different, is in the same predicament, but the opposite of the young woman. She has too much fun, and just lays off all her work because she doesn't care about it as much. So it seems, either way, it's hurtful or unbearable to them both.

Let me welcome you to a picture of a thousand words. One that tells a story of deep sorrow. The girls both seem to day dream endlessly, about one day continuing the satisfying life they use to lead.

Things like that usually put them down... day dreaming.. because it reminds them that things you want to happen, doesn't always happen. And they soon have to face the harsh reality of life. One that ends with failure on social life and work, and leads them both to be, simply restless. 

But all they both have to do is see the big picture. Instead of feeling bad.. don't think about it. Just get through your boundaries and life until there's a point where you have no worries about your day dreams, and you're positive they can happen. That way, you're killing 2 birds with one stone, right? Work to be happy and work to be happy about your work. Don't hesitate. If it's messing with your time, then that should make you want to complete it faster and work harder, right?

"Such a beautiful, warm, sunny smile. After every rain, there's a sun.
At least try your best to smile in a bad situation, because you know afterward, everything will be right again. Don't make a fuse in the middle, if you already know the outcome."

The rain is beautiful because rain is pure. When you see sorrow, you want nothing but for it to be over. When you have a destination, you want nothing but to get there. So think of this as a long road home.. one with many obstacles. Life is an endless journey on a rainy day. But even if it's still raining, you're only happy because you made it to the pitch stop.

Happy Christmas everyone! Tiding of comfort and joy~
Here I have two cute x-mas pictures of my wifey, Lawlz. xD
Ayumi Hamasaki ^.^

This is from her Happy Christmas Show performance 2007.
She performed No way to say, and her recent x-mas ballad, Together When...
And I'm so glad I found the video :D
Hope you all enjoy it.

Poine :-*


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You know how you might see something one year, and just like it because it's pretty or appealing to you, even though you don't know what it is? Then like the next year or maybe even years later you find out what it is and you're like, 'OMG! I know that! That was that?! I saw it along time ago, I can't believe it!' lol. Well, with me that's happened with a lot of Asian artists too many times, lawlz. Like long time ago I had a picture of Namie Amuro, and like 2 years later I found out who she was x/

Anyway, these pictures on the right of the group of girls, I've had it on my computer for like, I suppose a year or so.. because I loved the different uniforms and wanted to use it for fashion ideas. I knew they must have been a girl group.. but the site I got it from was in Korean, so I didn't try to find out. Less than a week ago I was on Veoh watching Koda Kumi's new video with Tohoshinki (TVXQ; DBSK), and I clicked this video under related videos, just because the still caption looked interesting. So I watched it like the next day and it came on with these 5 girls in school uniforms.. I kept thinking it reminded me of something, but I didn't know what. So after watching the video, knowing I hadn't seen it before.. I know i'd seen those girls before.. and earlier that day I had just cropped one of these pictures into a banner I was making for someone. And then it hit me.. there was 5 girls in this group and they were Korean.. all had black hair too. So I looked at my pictures and watched the video. The name of the group was Wonder Girls, so I looked them up. When I did I found a picture similar to the one's on the left. This here.

 That's when I knew they were the same people. Haha.. it was just weird that it was them, because there was only two people I thought looked the same, the rest I could hardly tell apart. But anyway, here's the video I saw of them. It's called Tell Me. It's kind of weird, but a good PV because the Wonder Woman thing was hilarious and I loved their cute cheerleader-ish dance moves and clothes. :]
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Hi again.. I'll probably be posting a lot of pointless random stuff on here most of the time.. since I'm bored and my number one priority is to get my layout fixed up to my satisfaction. I'll also be posting old entires from my blogspot blog.. because I can.

So, Friday I saw American Gangster.. it was pretty good. At first I thought it was alright and whatever.. but then it got really juicy when everyone found out how heartless Denzel Washington's character was. Then everything else fell into place :]
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Something stolen from Blazin' As!an that was very meaningful to me..

"I believe God is deeply saddened by this, just as we are, but for years we've been telling God to get out of our school, to get out of our government, and to get out of our lives. And being the gentleman He is, I believe He has calmly backed out. How can we expect God to give us His blessing and His protection if we demand He leave us alone?" "It's a lie. It's a bunch of sad strangers photographed beautifully, and all the glittering assholes who appreciate art say it's beautiful, 'cause that's what they want to see. But the people in the photos are sad and alone, but the pictures make the world seem beautiful. so the exhibition is reassuring, which makes it a lie, and everyone loves a big fat lie."

Oyasumi; got school tomorrow and I wanna spend the rest of my night reading my November Issue of Newtype :]

Hello, hello! I finally have an LJ account and i'm experiencing the same tiresome CRAP I did when I got my first blog account: Customizing the layout. Omg.. it's so irritating! I can't even give up properly x/ Help? Someone give me a nice layout. One styled like pink_treacle's. Yes you Lyla.. you should help me out, I need a style sheet to alter! Yours are always how I want them to be..

So! My original blog at blogger.com has about 120 posts there.. so I don't know HOW i'm gonna manage two blogs. That one is more of a personal blog, but I often post news about Jpop artists and artworks, pictures, videos.. I was thinking about just making it like that here but then i'd be a waste of time on my original blog.. and plus, the only real reason I wanted to join here was to have more readers.. so that'd also be pointless to just have media. Geez, I knew this would all be annoying. This new LJ should be dead for a while until I get started because i'm tired already x(

Great. I'm frustrated AND bored now.. I want to watch Marmalade Boy :(

--Uraayu [Poine]